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10:11PM - Everything I know about breaking hearts I learned from you.

Im depressed.

I dont know why.

But im majorly depressed.

I dont feel like doing anything.

I dont feel like moving.

I dont feel like sleeping.

I dont feel like staying awake.

Im really lonly :(.

I feel like im on the outside of everything.

I feel like I get used.

Im sick of people breaking promises.

The empty promises always remain unchanged.

Im sick of calling people.

Expecially when half of them say they will call back later and they dont.

Im close to deliting everyone out of my phonebook again.

Im close to making a new screen name again too.

Im on the verge of screaming...

I dont know whats going on.

This sadness comes from nowhere.

Always on the nights like this.

I wish I was cuter :|.

I wish I had more friends.

I wish more people cared.

I wish they would call back.

I wish they wouldent blow me off.

I wish I didnt know the names of the ones who forget.

The ones I apparently care more about then they care about me.

What the fuck is wrong with me?

Whatever I cant take this im going for a walk.

11:09PM

I think I might just be the happiest person ever right now.

10:08PM - friends cut

Im doing a friends cut so it will be easier for me to read other peoples journals comment and I will keep you.

1:36AM - Heaven's not a place that you go when you die, It's that moment in life when you actually feel alive

I hung out with people I havent hung out with for months.

I met some new people.

I got a camera for my digi cam.

Im lonley.

I want to cuddle :(.

<lj-cut text="Pictures">

Aaron Whalen.

Nate Yeske.

Lee Clark

Guy with green shirt from other band.

Christian, Amanda and I... I look fake in that picture.

Pretty.

*shrug*

3:21PM

WOULD YOU?
() go out with me?
() give me your number?
() have sex with me?
() let me kiss you?
() watch a movie with me...even a really sappy one?
() let me take you out to dinner?
() be my bf?
() have a fling with me?
() Listen to me if I called you crying even if you were out with all of your friends?
() buy me a drink like a sobe or soda?
() take me home for the night?
() Would you let me sleep in your bed?
() Sing car karaoke w/ me?
() sit in the doctors office with me because I didn't want to go alone?
() re-post this for me to answer your questions?
() Let me give you a piggyback ride?


do you's
1. do you think im cute?
2. do you want to kiss me?
3. do you want to cuddle with me?

are we's
1. are we aquintences?
2. are we friends?
3. are we in a relationship?
4. are we gonna have kids?

am i's
1. am i smart?
2. am i cute?
3. am i funny?
4. am i cool?
5. am i the most brilliant person ever?


have you ever?
1. have you ever thought about me?
2. have you ever thought there might be an "us"?
3. have you ever found yourself wanting a kiss from me?
4. have you ever wished i were there?

are you's
1. are you done with this survey?
2. are you happy you know me?
3. are you mad at me?
4. are you thinkin bout me?
5. are you going to repost this so that i will return the favor?

8:44PM

I dont know what to do im scared.

8:29PM - Sad

I might not be going back to school. I might be living with my grandma. I might not have a cell phone. I might not have the internet. Good bye.

11:15PM

I cant sleep.

I feel like shit.

Somebody call me.

815-505-3656.

Ill be up all night call whenever.

9:16PM

So much going on latly...

Too much going on...

I cried over my depression for the firs time today.

I can't even last 3 days how the fuck am I going to stand over a fucking month?

I dont know what to do.

I'm scared.

I have nothing to make me happy.

I'm a weak person as an individual.

It's my friends that make me strong.

Just everything isn't there right now.

Something important isn't there.

I miss...

I miss alot of things.

I miss being in woodstock everyday.
I miss the way we were in junior high.
I miss Chris.
I miss talking on the phone to certain people.
I miss woodstock alot.
I miss Colleen.
I miss Jessica (I see her everyday but I miss her)
I miss being friends with the people I was friends with.
I miss halfway liking school.
I miss being a good kid.
I miss Chris.
I miss everything about you.
I miss her.
I miss him.
I miss that summer.
I miss that friend.
I miss that girl.
I miss that one time.
I miss having alot of friends.
I miss the world.

I miss Chris.
I miss Chris.
I miss Chris.
I miss Chris.
I miss Chris.
I miss being kissed.
I miss being hugged.
I miss cuddling.
I miss sleeping in his bed.
I miss talking to him.
I miss seeing him.
I miss hearing his voice.
I miss looking at him.
I miss holding his hand.
I miss acting dumb with him.
I miss it all.
There's nothing I dont miss about anything right now.

In the end all I know is that you love me and that I love you and thats all that truly matters. That is my motivation each day. Knowing that you love me.

9:04PM

Im sick of high school if I didn't have to I would never go back.

Current mood: depressed

Current music: Nothing

2:50PM - Day 3 of the great depression

*sigh*

11:50PM

I want to cuddle :(

8:21PM

things seem to just keep getting worse...

6:33PM

haircut :o

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2:44PM

Im not bulimic and im not going to drug rehab so stop being dumb.

12:30PM

I need more cigs.

11:54AM

I want to see your face.