myownslave ([info]myownslave) wrote,
@ 2004-09-23 20:29:00
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Sad
I might not be going back to school. I might be living with my grandma. I might not have a cell phone. I might not have the internet. Good bye.

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[info]torrid17
2004-09-23 05:48 pm UTC (link)
hey whats wrong? what happened? call me asap! 4348519152

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[info]smurfette515
2004-09-23 05:51 pm UTC (link)
aww im sorry!you can't leave though

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[info]little_blessing
2004-09-23 06:10 pm UTC (link)
:( i sry.

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[info]consciousdream
2004-09-23 06:11 pm UTC (link)
OMG nick...what the hell happened!!!!!!....*huge huge hugs*...

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[info]ticklemeem06
2004-09-23 06:33 pm UTC (link)
No hunnie don't leave... everybody at lunch has missed you the past couple days and they're worried about you. I <3 you so much... you've only got a little while longer before you graduate- you can do it babe just ignore those stupid hoes at our school! *HUGS*

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[info]dj_mission
2004-09-23 06:42 pm UTC (link)
Aww. Dude, I wish I could know u bette than I might have more of a feeling of whats going on. Even still, I'm always here if u need to talk. u know my s/n
**Major hugs**

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[info]pumpkinking03
2004-09-23 07:20 pm UTC (link)


you cant leave!!!!!!


what in gay hell is going on over there in America!?!?!?

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[info]spillcanvas3685
2004-09-24 04:01 am UTC (link)
Nick.

Don't drop out. You only have until January. Wait it out, after do whatever you want.

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[info]myownslave
2004-09-24 04:05 am UTC (link)
theres no choices involved in this.

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[info]spillcanvas3685
2004-09-24 12:49 pm UTC (link)
You've already missed too many days, correct?

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okay....don't everyone freak out on me here
[info]qofmelodrama
2004-09-25 08:52 am UTC (link)
Nick. I dropped out the middle of my junior year. My brother wasn't going to school, (he's a year younger than me) and everyone asked me every single day what was wrong with him, when was he coming back, why didn't we just make him go. Well he has social anxiety disorder, so he can't just suck it up and go out sometimes, it's a real problem, as mad as i was at the time, i can see now that he couldn't help it. Anyway, I ended up dropping out b/c I couldn't take all of the crap from people at school anymore. I was on like a double dose of Zoloft, and all I ever wanted to do was lay in bed and sleep, i didn't want to see anyone or do anything. Ash would come over after school, and I wouldn't see her. I don't know how my b/f stuck with me thru that, b/c he had no good reason to, he just loved me that much.
I guess my point is this, no one can make you better. Drugs can help, but they're not a cure. I don't regret dropping out. Yea, I missed my friends, and I missed certain things about school, but I don't know if I'd have gotten better if I'd have stayed in school. I'm not telling you to drop out, so please don't think that, I'm just saying to you that don't think it's the end of the world if you do, or that no one will love you if you do. Your real friends will stick by you, and by all the comments I see here, you have some real friends. They'll stick by you no matter what. Do what's best for YOU. One day the fog lifts, and you start to feel human again, that's all I can say. You can talk to me anytime you need to k nick? I'm not telling you what to do at all, i'm just saying do what you need to do, either way.

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(Anonymous)
2004-09-26 08:20 pm UTC (link)
you have a bad case of emo

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