| myownslave ( @ 2004-09-29 22:11:00 |
Everything I know about breaking hearts I learned from you.
Im depressed.
I dont know why.
But im majorly depressed.
I dont feel like doing anything.
I dont feel like moving.
I dont feel like sleeping.
I dont feel like staying awake.
Im really lonly :(.
I feel like im on the outside of everything.
I feel like I get used.
Im sick of people breaking promises.
The empty promises always remain unchanged.
Im sick of calling people.
Expecially when half of them say they will call back later and they dont.
Im close to deliting everyone out of my phonebook again.
Im close to making a new screen name again too.
Im on the verge of screaming...
I dont know whats going on.
This sadness comes from nowhere.
Always on the nights like this.
I wish I was cuter :|.
I wish I had more friends.
I wish more people cared.
I wish they would call back.
I wish they wouldent blow me off.
I wish I didnt know the names of the ones who forget.
The ones I apparently care more about then they care about me.
What the fuck is wrong with me?
Whatever I cant take this im going for a walk.
Im depressed.
I dont know why.
But im majorly depressed.
I dont feel like doing anything.
I dont feel like moving.
I dont feel like sleeping.
I dont feel like staying awake.
Im really lonly :(.
I feel like im on the outside of everything.
I feel like I get used.
Im sick of people breaking promises.
The empty promises always remain unchanged.
Im sick of calling people.
Expecially when half of them say they will call back later and they dont.
Im close to deliting everyone out of my phonebook again.
Im close to making a new screen name again too.
Im on the verge of screaming...
I dont know whats going on.
This sadness comes from nowhere.
Always on the nights like this.
I wish I was cuter :|.
I wish I had more friends.
I wish more people cared.
I wish they would call back.
I wish they wouldent blow me off.
I wish I didnt know the names of the ones who forget.
The ones I apparently care more about then they care about me.
What the fuck is wrong with me?
Whatever I cant take this im going for a walk.